I hate death..

When a close friend dies..
when parents of close friends die..
it's just sad..
no other words..
besides
heart breaking..
loss..tears..hugs and memories

wishing that kids didn't have to experience it.
ever..
wishing none of us did..
unrealistic..
but true
*sigh*

Links

How really appropriate that the "Links" was our meeting place this last week for our lil group.

We were missing a few..and gained a couple..

Which ever they were, they were missed..

... and enjoyed!!!

Just got the group pic in my email this morning..

my eyes have disappeared..

but I think..that shows that I was laughing sooooooooooo

hard they had no choice....

that's just me..

all beautiful smiling women...

what you can't hear is..

the laughter..

again...absotivley priceless!!

By the time dinner was done..the rest of the patrons of the place...

had gone, here we are, alone in the place..lol

but what I heard from the bar..

man they must be enjoying themselves, they haven't stopped

laughing for a loooong loooong time in there..

hee hee

I'm still gigglin'..

Priceless

You just can't beat long time friends..it's honestly impossible...

they, the close ones..well maybe you weren't all that close..

but now you can

re-connect..you still have shared times, memories, and laughs..

they know something about you,

that NO ONE else would ever find funny,

ever, not ever, even if you TRIED to tell your significant other about it, they wouldn't see

the humor..

or have shared a sad time with you, whether it be a death of your brother's car that you perhaps shouldn't have been driving when you were 17...an the car barely lives..oh but the memory lives on..for a LONG time it will..

you have special times that no one else knows about, and even

then, maybe you don't remember every detail...but oh they do, and will help you just relive every moment of it whether you really want to or not!

and to share those moments..again..and laugh so hard that you

KNOW you are about to pee your pants..and even then ..

they understand, and can laugh with you about that too..

those are precious people..

they are most precious..

to me.

PMS

PMS can stand for so many things..

Provide Me with Sweets
Psychotic Mood Swings
Perpetual Munching Spree
Plainly Men Suck

those are just a few..lol
I think I'm just having the back to work blues..
putting in 40 hours in 3 days..
that sucks..

onward...
*sigh*

the Caribbean

the flowers were fantastic, and they were everywhere

..they put fresh ones in the room every day, the colors were more than in the crayon box of 64!!

Re-orientation

How does one re orient themselves after traveling half way across the world...

a world that was sunny, warm and the calmest blue...

back to cloudy..rainy and cold..

*sigh*

it is a must, but the memories shall survive, along with pictures and warm thoughts.

thats what shall help me wait for the warm to enter our own world here in the north...

I suppose if you lived there in St Croix, the warm would seem tiresome, oldhat, never changing.

ha ha ha

I doubt that..