It was a horrible terrible no good

very bad night at work last nite.

I learned a few things tho..

and I'm tougher than I thought.

Life

is

good.

Sunny days..

Could it be anymore beautiful outside..

Sunny day...

Birds singing..

a slight light breeze..

I love it!

Hanging on..

Are you hanging on because you care?
Or..
Is it because it's suddenly come to light..
that you will be alone..

I think you should have thought of that before you
moved 9 hours away..

But maybe you are okay with that..
the distance..
they say it makes the heart grow fonder..

I'm becoming quite content here..
Alone on the farm as it were..
if it was a farm..
but it's home..
and that is where my heart is..

you just aren't.

A first

I hadn't heard from you in months..

you just texted out of the blue..

u came for supper..

but didn't eat..

so I didn't either..

so we talked which was quite nice..

sitting on the porch,

watching the traffic speed by,

the sun setting..

it got so cool..but nice.

I would have set there longer but I just got chilly...

You are quite simple as you say,

but sweet..

I enjoyed the time we spent together,



But can I get by that you are 15 years younger??

time will tell..

Say what?

I don't get it.

You really don't get it.

I don't know that you ever will..

So I guess we are at a standstill...

I will hold my ground,

you will have no choice

but to finally accept it.

I hope that happens soon..

my mind is tired of playing your game.

where?

Don't you sometimes wonder..

Where is the love of your life?

Where will you find them..

and just where do you look..

or do they find you?

Will it be a passing glance...

walking down the street?

Will you pass them in a hall..

will you even look up from the conversation you

are having to notice them?

When you are on the beach..

sunning...warm..but not really looking your

best..

will they see through that and

see you for you?

Where are you..

I don't think you exist..