You are..

back..
you are here now..
I missed how you felt against me..
when I am sleeping..
how we breathe in sync..
the scents..
how you smell right after a shower..
how you toss in the right amount of spice..
in whatever you cook..
the twinkle in your eye..
how when you laugh hard..
it's catchy..
please stay and love me this time..
like you should have always done..
I love you.

Feeling the calm..

So the calm I have in my heart..is so ..so..face it .it's calm.lol
I am not missing the drama..
the loudness..
the tenseness..

so do I let you come back into my heart again..
good gawd..
I don't know.