Feels like..

there are times that no matter what is said..
it's taken the wrong way..
it can never be a good thing.
I would love to be happy over things like having
a baby shower,
or being engaged..
or just being me,
but then you have people that just
can't see you being happy.
and they yell
and they make you feel like crap.
so what is the point?
keep your heart closed to the world.
it's heartless out there.

Dejavu

whoa...talk about taking a person in a time warp...

T'nite I went to my grandson Tanner's spring band
concert at the middle school..
we had JUST sat down..
and this woman walks over..
she's smiling ear to ear..
so I smile back..
she says..

Cindi??
Yes....
wow really, I saw that face and said..well there's Cindi.
I must look dumb founded..lol
so she says..oh you don't know who I am..
think back..
back to 5th and 6th grade..
ZIIIIIIIIIIPPPPPPPPPPPPP
and I'm back there...
looking into the face of MY OWN 5TH GRADE BAND TEACHER.
I can see myself clutching my clarinet on a day I didn't practice..nervous as hell.

she says..Mrs Shelton...your own 5th and 6th grade teacher..
KER THUD
LOL
I was like...whoa..lol
So I say...well I'll be..
she says do you have a 5th grade child here??
well sort of I say..my grandson.lol seems her
grandson is ALSO in the band..
she tells my son that she has stories and for 20 bucks she'll spill..
LOL
Steve is scrambling for his wallet..
the man never carries cash, I wasn't worried..
but how odd was that?

2nd Happy mom day to you

Well my middle son called me and made supper for me..
and let me tell you..
I am so proud of his culinary skills!!
I didn't get off of work until well after 8 pm...and he kept a
plate warm for me, ahhhh it was just heaven..



The spoiler of my day..
didn't hear from my man..
at all
not one word..didn't even call me to wish me a Happy Mothers day.
he did drive into town and buy some groceries..
so I know he was in town..
6 more blocks and he could have stopped and told me in person.

uh....scuse me..but I may not have birthed YOUR children..
but I did birth some..
and I do take care of yours..
adds up to me..
there was however a card on the table. cold supper on the stove..
which I had to put away..
oh and a lite on..and it was 9:30.
I may have to re-think this whole marriage thing..
I deserve SOME respect..
don't I??

Happy Mother's day

Happy Mother's day to all who ARE mother's..
will be mother's
...or have had a mother, and that would juuuuuuuust about include anyone alive today.lol

My daughter first surprised me today..well I knew she and her hubby were coming up..
but she brought the most beautiful card..
she always does..
she's wonderful that way....a Hallmark daughter really.
she says it all with them and I treasure each and every one that I have ever gotten
from her..because sometimes cards have to say the words that are in your heart.

and this time next year, she will be a mother herself!! and have 9 months of
experience at it.lol So I can't wait for her to be able to experience it..her hubby is just the most patient and loving soul to her..really a perfect match.

and then my youngest called too, he was on his way to town for a party..lucky for him. he called his mother..

and would be coming by..which I hadn't expected at all.

and they did come, they are all dressed for a black and white birthday party..
they are just the sweetest couple together, I wish you could see
the whole picture, she's all legs.lol we all had such a good time talking, and laughing..I miss those times,
they just don't come often enough..
and I haven't heard from my middle son just yet....
*sigh*
..but tomorrow isn't here yet..:)

Mothers are a true wonder ...
and until you don't have one..
you don't realize how much you
need one..
I miss mine every single day..

oy...

what a bummer I was on when I typed my last blog..
I guess it just needed to be typed by me..
but onward..and upward..
its just been a trying few weeks..
and it's not looking bright and sunny for today..

and I do love the sun!! it makes me want to dig in..
and clean..
and that from the woman that believes with all her heart that
dust is a protective coating...
:)
so..I'll go look at dryers..wheeeeeeeeeeee
mine took a dive after the basement had 5 inches of rain in it..
and then to find out that if a pipe had burst over the dryer..
it would be covered..
but just because 5 inches came in due to the rain...
it has no coverage..no replacement.

I would think they would happily pay for rain over a pipe burst..
but who am I to judge that, I just have to make sure that the next time a pipe leaks..or bursts..
I will need to move my dryer or any other appliance that is on it's last leg..hee hee
lol