10 years and 10 days

I have always been a numbers person..I see things numerically, yeah I know..ODD.lol

but I do..

Like my birthday, 12-21-57

12, reverse it, 21 and 5+7 =12

So now..I see it with him, 10 years and 10 days..exactly.

How odd that it would end with that..

We began on a Valentine's day in 2001, our first date..and ended 10 years and 10 days after that. wow.

Feb. 14, I always called it our anniversary..a celebration of our love and I did love him so...from the very beginning..he made me smile like no other..made my heart sing..for awhile anway..

and really it was our anniversary.. until 2004, that was the day when I opened the door, expecting flowers, and it was someone with divorce papers ..delivered from his WIFE that I didn't know about..that clouded the anniversary part if you can imagine.

What part of " I won't date you if you are married or seperated didn't you understand?"

Sheesh

I tried to find another day for us..but it wasn't to be..he decided to have an affair instead..so again, it took the day away..

But I kept pluggin' away..why did I think I could change him..?

So now he's gone, headed back to Arkansas, and that's where he belongs..really. He's happy there..he's warm there and he can be lonely there too..

I have no more anniversary days for him..

Good bye my love, good bye...I wish you well..and hope you find what it is you are looking for, because it's obviously not me..

and I'm not looking for you any more either.

:)