As we go along..

It's just funny..
not funny ha ha..
but funny strange to me.
When you are in a relationship, that is present..
and viewable to the outside world..
you are safe.
Safe to others as you are not a threat to their
own relationships..
Safe to yourself because you have someone to love
and the world knows it.
But when you are semi alone..
not quite sure if you are in a real relationship, altho
you feel in love,
it isn't visable to the outside world.
There isn't someone going with you to the grocery store..
there isn't someone snuggled up next to you on the couch..
there isn't that someone along for the ride..
you may talk to them 10 times a day..
you might think of them 100 times a day,
but they aren't here..
next to you and present.
So it may seem to the world that you are alone,
and they just leave you alone because they can I guess.
I just feel alone as far as my friends are concerned. even tho
in my heart I'm not..
It makes me think that moving south should be the answer..
I wouldn't be alone then..physically that is.
I don't know how to fix it, and maybe it doesn't need to be
fixed..
But where are you??